Haha this is like the first time my mother let me sneak up to play the computer overnight.
Seriously after a bit (okay, not just a bit) of emo-ing and crappy gay-shit stuff, I realize that I can only conclude this present crush. Now let's see how many crushes I have already...
1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7.
Yes, 7. Though I know I claimed earlier on it was "17", it was just-for-secret-gags to see the reactions of my friends. Yeps, if you thought you knew it was 17, haha, fooled you.
But yea I've been a failure all the time. Sometimes I feel like giving up, then either my conscience or some asshole comes up to me and say "Hey look there are people who are worse shit off than you so pick yourself up." Gradually my conscience takes over automatically.
You don't know how it feels like, to pretend to be good, while inside being crazy for freedom.
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