Meditated at 2310 approx. last night. Topic: On my stance as an atheist.
What is an atheist? Broadly defined, I am a person who do not believe in a god. But there are many other definitions of it. I do not believe in a god, but I do not know if there is a god, therefore I might have a possibility that I am wrong. Therefore, I explicitly state that I believe that there is no god, but I do not know if there is a god, therefore my stance is "explicit weak atheist". God in my definition is an omnipresent, omniscient being who claims the creation of the universe to be his works.
Then, on my stance of the belief in deities. Deities in my definition are beings who are spiritually higher than human beings. I do not believe in deities, and I know that there are no deities, because I find that deities are only such as they are respected and venerated by a number of people.
Then, on my stance of afterlife. I believe in an afterlife, but I cannot assert my position that there definitely is an afterlife, because I cannot prove. Only because I cannot disprove even a little the possibility of an afterlife I do believe in an afterlife. For gods and deities I have reasons to thwart and challenge the motion of an existence of a god or deity, but I do not have for the existence of an afterlife.
Such was my musings on a Sunday night.
Sunday, 23 January 2011
Wednesday, 19 January 2011
17 and Insane.
Heh, had a nice day today.
12pm: Met Yiliang, Aria, Yvonne, Vicky at Kallang's Mac. Ate.
1pm: Went to Kallang Leisure Park. Tried to decide on what to do. Went to Karaoke at K-box. Heheh first time to a Karaoke. Sang loads of songs. But eh, a lot of Chinese songs, so I got super sian. But altogether it was damn fun.
4pm: Reached EDS studio. Drama drama drama, Story Challenge. Need I say more? XD
530pm: Did the individual challengers. Hmm... EDS seems to have a problem of stagnating... Got me thinking.
630pm: EDS is definitely stagnating from the looks of it. Thinking of plans to revitalize EDS. Now, the problem could be the teacher. I hope Mrs Sim would be less conservative...
BUT IT WAS A FUN DAY ALL IN ALL. :D
12pm: Met Yiliang, Aria, Yvonne, Vicky at Kallang's Mac. Ate.
1pm: Went to Kallang Leisure Park. Tried to decide on what to do. Went to Karaoke at K-box. Heheh first time to a Karaoke. Sang loads of songs. But eh, a lot of Chinese songs, so I got super sian. But altogether it was damn fun.
4pm: Reached EDS studio. Drama drama drama, Story Challenge. Need I say more? XD
530pm: Did the individual challengers. Hmm... EDS seems to have a problem of stagnating... Got me thinking.
630pm: EDS is definitely stagnating from the looks of it. Thinking of plans to revitalize EDS. Now, the problem could be the teacher. I hope Mrs Sim would be less conservative...
BUT IT WAS A FUN DAY ALL IN ALL. :D
Friday, 14 January 2011
Viva La Amor Et English Drama Society.
Heheh they damn cute sia!
At least, that was what I thought when those two got together.
I'm seventeen, I haven't been in any relationship except for a "in name" type of thing from 2010's Valentine's Day. Lasted only an hour though. Should I make it a day this year?
Anyways, as far as I am concerned, they got together.
They are people whom I trusted the entirety of EDS into. I wish them all the best in the SYF, their studies and their love.
But... I do hope I can have a chance to seriously talk to them. Somehow I feel I would have let them down, or even betray them, if I do not tell them the consequence of the inability to be patient. I am an old senior. I have only on my face a crude mouth. I might offend them. But they have to know. My friends' experiences have taught me so much, and so crucial that lesson, that it is a sin not to propagate the morals of their stories.
Last long, love.
And Viva La English Drama Society.
At least, that was what I thought when those two got together.
I'm seventeen, I haven't been in any relationship except for a "in name" type of thing from 2010's Valentine's Day. Lasted only an hour though. Should I make it a day this year?
Anyways, as far as I am concerned, they got together.
They are people whom I trusted the entirety of EDS into. I wish them all the best in the SYF, their studies and their love.
But... I do hope I can have a chance to seriously talk to them. Somehow I feel I would have let them down, or even betray them, if I do not tell them the consequence of the inability to be patient. I am an old senior. I have only on my face a crude mouth. I might offend them. But they have to know. My friends' experiences have taught me so much, and so crucial that lesson, that it is a sin not to propagate the morals of their stories.
Last long, love.
And Viva La English Drama Society.
Thursday, 13 January 2011
Happy (Belated) New Year!
Well terribly sorry to be away for so long!
It's been a horribly exciting year so far. First of January there were unexpected guests at my house (two of my cousins), my birthday was fraught with the lack of punctuality, days after that kind of slipped into the emotional, after that I learned the path of Nirvana... Somewhat. And now I'm here.
I cannot describe to you how eager and composed I was at the same time before my O Level results. Thinking about it, it was lucky of me to allow myself a wide expectation, 4 to 20. Of course, not everyone is me, so well... Disappointments here and there.
Met up with Christabel, Ming En and Yu Jian. Well, they looked the same as ever, but for a part... Somehow with my grades and their grades, they were quite set on going to a Polytechnic while I'm trying to get to Junior Colleges. Seems to be a little rift, but I hope there's nothing like it.
Days fly away. Now, within a year and a half I have to master my next few subjects for the next big examination. My parents are glad that I have chosen this route but I'm not sure whether I might live up to theirs and mine own expectation.
Friends around me... The closest of mine own friends... I try to reach out to them. But sometimes it is frustrating not to be able to understand them. I can only say that "You have my shoulder to lean on" only in these times. I wish they'd be all right soon...
Frequenting Akibanana cafe now. But it's somewhat going on a hiatus soon. Well, all the more, I have to get away from it sometime!
Yes, I am seventeen, and so far it's been a hell lot crazier than sixteen. Wish me luck for this year manz. XD
It's been a horribly exciting year so far. First of January there were unexpected guests at my house (two of my cousins), my birthday was fraught with the lack of punctuality, days after that kind of slipped into the emotional, after that I learned the path of Nirvana... Somewhat. And now I'm here.
I cannot describe to you how eager and composed I was at the same time before my O Level results. Thinking about it, it was lucky of me to allow myself a wide expectation, 4 to 20. Of course, not everyone is me, so well... Disappointments here and there.
Met up with Christabel, Ming En and Yu Jian. Well, they looked the same as ever, but for a part... Somehow with my grades and their grades, they were quite set on going to a Polytechnic while I'm trying to get to Junior Colleges. Seems to be a little rift, but I hope there's nothing like it.
Days fly away. Now, within a year and a half I have to master my next few subjects for the next big examination. My parents are glad that I have chosen this route but I'm not sure whether I might live up to theirs and mine own expectation.
Friends around me... The closest of mine own friends... I try to reach out to them. But sometimes it is frustrating not to be able to understand them. I can only say that "You have my shoulder to lean on" only in these times. I wish they'd be all right soon...
Frequenting Akibanana cafe now. But it's somewhat going on a hiatus soon. Well, all the more, I have to get away from it sometime!
Yes, I am seventeen, and so far it's been a hell lot crazier than sixteen. Wish me luck for this year manz. XD
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