Leadership Camp iOrganise 8/6 - 10/6

Let's cut the crap and get to the real story yea? XD

Day 1 Night 1:

Gosh, where do I begin? The first bloody thing that actually hit me was that I needed a pencil case for the camp. No one bloody told me man. And there were guys from PVC. Holy hell help me.

So we are not in groups yet. And the first activity kinda started after a really brief briefing. (I cut alot of crap here that I wrote in my draft, just to remind myself it is about my FEELINGS) Gosh I didn't know whether I was a Stand Up or a Stand Back leader: I looked both at the same time. I didn't like the activity and what the more "hiong" ones would bring. (And the notion that I'll be staying for 48 more hours there)

The next activity needed us in pairs. Yan Lun was my partner. Haha lots of fun. But the uneasy feeling of being in the camp for the few days to come was still there.

So right after that was forming the team. Most interesting was Fang Yu. Mainly Chinese speaking, it is really, really surprising that I could communicate with her (Quite well in fact). So out group's name was 丐帮. I didn't know what the hell that was or what it actually means, but I took it anyway (I learned that it was "Beggar's Sect" later on). This was the group I had for the camp, and till the end of Open House (Which was the aim of my team)

So first activity I took up the leader role. I would have got a role for the rest of the activities as well if it wasn't for the "Stand Back" element of "Empowering". Oh my I forgot a person's name (Xin Hui sorry I left you sitting :P)

So lunch. Ho hum. Packet Fried Rice. And Fruit Punch.

First "hiong" activity: Tug-of-War. Position: Third.

Really tiring, and it took a long time for the commitment to come about. But it came anyway. My statement is something for the team "'0' is an atomic bomb guys!" (This paragraph is a total understatement but that is really the best I can think of)

1700 already??? My god time flies man.

Stay/Trek? I hate it when Tony said Stay is the correct answer: I prepared everything for a trek! But geez it was kinda scary.

Then dinner. Then an activity in the concourse.

I noticed something about myself: I'm always picked to be the second best leader. Only once voted best leader but that was of a close friend. (Yea Cheng Hao :D)

(It's about time I started to have feelings for someone already but I didn't realise it then)

Then it was some boring discussion on Open House. And sleep.

(Gave up. Forgot the rest already)

A little poem...

Dedicated to someone. You cannot guess. Is not in 3 BN. Neither used to be my classmate.

"Amor"
By Eugene Koh

Up at night, listening to silence,
Looking at your face under the deep, black sky.
Up at dawn, thinking of nothing,
But your kindness you show within.

Walking amongst the day after yesterday,
The spirit of tomorrow remains.
Yet, however much the line can blur between three,
Are you still, do you love me?

Amor, the Spanish love,
Under the deep, black sky.
Amor, the Spanish love,
Thoughts about nothing.

You have taught me,
While I had crushes,
My passions overlays my matured love,
My heart too blind to see beauty,
My eyes too blank to feel your kindness.

If love is for eternity,
My infatuations are destined to ruin.