Okay, exams (and common tests) are coming yet again, and I am going to do my last minute revisions. A strong cup of tea, music that plays from my blog and I'm ready to tackle:
1) Art Homework (Damn that motherfucking bitch who told me to hand that dastardly thing first thing the next morning)
2) English Assignment Corrections (I hate this one too, but with not so much passion)
3) Charisma Assignment (I have to really do this... say 3 a.m.?)
4) Maths Revision (Which includes Pythagoras' Theorem, Graphs, Mensurations and Statistics)
5) History Revision (All the boring elections)
Okay, good luck to me. And I'll update at 3 a.m. later.
Da sivindanya
Wednesday, 27 August 2008
Monday, 25 August 2008
Table Tennis?
With all due respect to our national players Li JiaWei, Feng TianWei and (Who was that again?), I have come to the conclusion that table tennis is fucking tough.
I'm serious.
The ball went like "shoom... shoom... shoom... PAK!!! (When I was playing with Jx's smacks)" and off went the ball going out of the table and rocketing to infinity and beyond.
For Henry, the ball went "tak, tak, tak, tak.... pak- tak, tak, tak, tak...(The ball will bounce on the table before someone hit it)"
For yiliang, it went better "pak, tak, pak, tak, pak... OH MISS!!! ARGHH!!! I LOST THE BRONZE-PLAYOFF!!! (My dramatic actions after missing yet again)
Don't need to say about xin ying. She owned everybody.
I'm serious.
The ball went like "shoom... shoom... shoom... PAK!!! (When I was playing with Jx's smacks)" and off went the ball going out of the table and rocketing to infinity and beyond.
For Henry, the ball went "tak, tak, tak, tak.... pak- tak, tak, tak, tak...(The ball will bounce on the table before someone hit it)"
For yiliang, it went better "pak, tak, pak, tak, pak... OH MISS!!! ARGHH!!! I LOST THE BRONZE-PLAYOFF!!! (My dramatic actions after missing yet again)
Don't need to say about xin ying. She owned everybody.
Jealousy fills my heart...
Well, let's not get into the jealousy part first... Let's talk about what I am VERY proud of myself today.
1) I finally got to talk to HER for a few minutes or so. I feel really accomplished at that.
2) I got 75% AND ABOVE FOR MY MATHS TEST!!!
3) I finished Midsummer Night's Dream. Considered an accomplishment, I'm gonna read it again. (It is damn nice)
Now, about the green shade in my eyes...
... WHY DIDN'T I GET A CHAIRMAN POSITION!!! It is like Aria got a Vice-Chair position and I'm still stuck as a level representative and that all official documents can go straight to her instead of me! GRRR...
Ah, gee. I'm sure gonna hit AVA chairman anyway... console myself... console myself...
1) I finally got to talk to HER for a few minutes or so. I feel really accomplished at that.
2) I got 75% AND ABOVE FOR MY MATHS TEST!!!
3) I finished Midsummer Night's Dream. Considered an accomplishment, I'm gonna read it again. (It is damn nice)
Now, about the green shade in my eyes...
... WHY DIDN'T I GET A CHAIRMAN POSITION!!! It is like Aria got a Vice-Chair position and I'm still stuck as a level representative and that all official documents can go straight to her instead of me! GRRR...
Ah, gee. I'm sure gonna hit AVA chairman anyway... console myself... console myself...
Saturday, 23 August 2008
A little poem...
Now... Being the love-stricken bastard I am now, it is certainly common to see me writing poems all the time.
"Princess and the Pauper"
By Eugene Koh
Princess, oh princess,
Sweet is your face!
Glowing brightly in the night,
Shining gloriously in the day!
My heart was lonely before you came,
And set upon my dramatic name;
It was the time when you came,
When my ideas sprang again!
But alas, as I of know,
You are one who is rich, that is so.
But my pocket is empty, what can I do,
When I search for a gift that could prove true to you!
My pocket, with a dozen cents or so,
How could I buy that earing so?
I frown upon myself for loving you so,
But how, oh how could temptation lead me, oh!
I pray, one midsummer's day,
That I would take you away.
Into the woods notes turn to leaves,
And all we have is the summer's green.
The End
That must be my greatest poem of all time!
"Princess and the Pauper"
By Eugene Koh
Princess, oh princess,
Sweet is your face!
Glowing brightly in the night,
Shining gloriously in the day!
My heart was lonely before you came,
And set upon my dramatic name;
It was the time when you came,
When my ideas sprang again!
But alas, as I of know,
You are one who is rich, that is so.
But my pocket is empty, what can I do,
When I search for a gift that could prove true to you!
My pocket, with a dozen cents or so,
How could I buy that earing so?
I frown upon myself for loving you so,
But how, oh how could temptation lead me, oh!
I pray, one midsummer's day,
That I would take you away.
Into the woods notes turn to leaves,
And all we have is the summer's green.
The End
That must be my greatest poem of all time!
Tuesday, 19 August 2008
No sleep...
Okay, it is 3.39 am in the morning and I haven't finish my maths workbook yet. Man, chapter 4 is always tough. Well, at least now I know a few things which I didn't during MYE. And it is all thanks to two cups of tea. I'm still feeling great.
Oh boy, today is the day I'm gonna confess. Dunno why, I just feel that after this it is either I let go or I hop on. It is up to her for me to decide; she agrees, I will take care and protect her with all my life. If she rejects, well, too bad. But I am nervous... She wouldn't really accept me anyway, would she?
Man, and out of randomness I tried to divinate my birthdate and name. My birthdate is 1/3/94, 1394... 1394... 一三九四sounds alot like 一生就死. Hopefully this ain't gonna be my way... hopefully.
And this is what I found for my name:
-Although the name Eugene creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it frustrates you through a scattered and emotional nature.
-This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, liver, and bloodstream.
-Your name of Eugene gives you a very happy-go-lucky, spontaneous nature.
-You see the humorous side of many situations and can laugh at yourself as well as at others.
-This name gives you a musical, artistic nature and you would do well in any occupation in the entertainment field.
-You have many friends because of your generous, happy nature, but if crossed you have a quick temper, although your annoyance does not last too long.
-You do enjoy an argument and will at times say things just to get others going and then you sit back and enjoy the debate.
-You lack system and order and find it very difficult to budget and save money.
Man... okay... that's all. I'm gonna nap for 30 minutes before going to school
Oh boy, today is the day I'm gonna confess. Dunno why, I just feel that after this it is either I let go or I hop on. It is up to her for me to decide; she agrees, I will take care and protect her with all my life. If she rejects, well, too bad. But I am nervous... She wouldn't really accept me anyway, would she?
Man, and out of randomness I tried to divinate my birthdate and name. My birthdate is 1/3/94, 1394... 1394... 一三九四sounds alot like 一生就死. Hopefully this ain't gonna be my way... hopefully.
And this is what I found for my name:
-Although the name Eugene creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it frustrates you through a scattered and emotional nature.
-This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, liver, and bloodstream.
-Your name of Eugene gives you a very happy-go-lucky, spontaneous nature.
-You see the humorous side of many situations and can laugh at yourself as well as at others.
-This name gives you a musical, artistic nature and you would do well in any occupation in the entertainment field.
-You have many friends because of your generous, happy nature, but if crossed you have a quick temper, although your annoyance does not last too long.
-You do enjoy an argument and will at times say things just to get others going and then you sit back and enjoy the debate.
-You lack system and order and find it very difficult to budget and save money.
Man... okay... that's all. I'm gonna nap for 30 minutes before going to school
Saturday, 16 August 2008
The Story of Lysander and Hermia
This was inspiration after going to a MidSummer Night's Dream workshop.
"Our Story Ends Here"
By Eugene Koh
Oh Hermia, lady of Athens,
Daughter of Egeus, betrothed to Demetrius,
I cannot stand to be with you, a second more,
For a second each is an eyesore.
My judgement was blind, as of whence I swore,
I see no reason why I did swore, true!
Now my heart hath followed my true,
Helena, angel of angels, divine is she!
I knew not whence I had seen her looks;
But her eyes just lured me like a hook.
Her hair, long, slender, just like a nymph,
The little thing, romantic, in the wind.
Demetrius, that old bastard, I must say,
He is lucky for today,
He is better off with you;
And I judge myself as more just than not.
But alas, he, that old crook he is!
Going for one when he has you,
Great folly! It is told, Great folly of his!
For he cannot step down the betrothed wish!
So, go, Hermia, forget about me,
Your fate and destiny lies in him,
I will take Helena as my love,
But pardon her, it was her fault.
"Our Story Ends Here"
By Eugene Koh
Oh Hermia, lady of Athens,
Daughter of Egeus, betrothed to Demetrius,
I cannot stand to be with you, a second more,
For a second each is an eyesore.
My judgement was blind, as of whence I swore,
I see no reason why I did swore, true!
Now my heart hath followed my true,
Helena, angel of angels, divine is she!
I knew not whence I had seen her looks;
But her eyes just lured me like a hook.
Her hair, long, slender, just like a nymph,
The little thing, romantic, in the wind.
Demetrius, that old bastard, I must say,
He is lucky for today,
He is better off with you;
And I judge myself as more just than not.
But alas, he, that old crook he is!
Going for one when he has you,
Great folly! It is told, Great folly of his!
For he cannot step down the betrothed wish!
So, go, Hermia, forget about me,
Your fate and destiny lies in him,
I will take Helena as my love,
But pardon her, it was her fault.
Wednesday, 13 August 2008
A little poem...
Well, I guess I am really emo nowadays...
I dedicate this to the person that I fallen devastatingly in love with, the one that I fell devastatingly in love with and to those who are heartbroken or the heartbreakers.
La Senorita
The girl looks at the full bright moon,
Under the many stars.
The boy looks at the great bright sun,
Under the glorious rays.
Seemingly, we aren't the same,
You from Venus,
Yet I'm from Mars,
How can things be the same?
I have heard of sucess love stories,
It was the dream of many,
Now a far-away tale to all.
How can I reach to you heart?
Senorita, La senorita,
Look into my eyes once again,
Let me feel the emotions pouring out of us,
And be in harmony yet again.
Senorita, La senorita,
Why do you cry?
Why does my heart hurt,
When you neither speak nor hide?
Why, senorita, art you the one I seek?
I could have made a better choice with the one I'm supposed to seek,
Why, of all, smitten by your eyes,
But ashamed of my love?
Senorita, La senorita,
You seem so far,
I long to hold you,
But your eyes just wander afar.
Senorita, La senorita,
I lost countless nights for you,
Why not even a smile,
When I walk past your house?
Senorita, La senorita,
Please forgive me.
I cannot be the moon,
But I can be the sun that reflects the light of thee.
I dedicate this to the person that I fallen devastatingly in love with, the one that I fell devastatingly in love with and to those who are heartbroken or the heartbreakers.
La Senorita
The girl looks at the full bright moon,
Under the many stars.
The boy looks at the great bright sun,
Under the glorious rays.
Seemingly, we aren't the same,
You from Venus,
Yet I'm from Mars,
How can things be the same?
I have heard of sucess love stories,
It was the dream of many,
Now a far-away tale to all.
How can I reach to you heart?
Senorita, La senorita,
Look into my eyes once again,
Let me feel the emotions pouring out of us,
And be in harmony yet again.
Senorita, La senorita,
Why do you cry?
Why does my heart hurt,
When you neither speak nor hide?
Why, senorita, art you the one I seek?
I could have made a better choice with the one I'm supposed to seek,
Why, of all, smitten by your eyes,
But ashamed of my love?
Senorita, La senorita,
You seem so far,
I long to hold you,
But your eyes just wander afar.
Senorita, La senorita,
I lost countless nights for you,
Why not even a smile,
When I walk past your house?
Senorita, La senorita,
Please forgive me.
I cannot be the moon,
But I can be the sun that reflects the light of thee.
Sigh...
Okay, I don't mean to complain, but I just don't like the way people look at me like I'm "weird". It isn't fair, with all those who look down on me saying I'm an "outcast", "and infamously famous", "bastard" etc. I look myself in the mirror, and I always ask myself: "The law, identity or fame today?" And everytime, the answer would be, "Fame through identity, and identity through law." It comes alright, but I can't stand that I am still not at least looked as as an normal individual.
I am not referring to only one person, but to those around me, as a whole. When I learn russian, people mock me. When I go on stage, people laugh. I try to be different, my only source of identity. But am I going the right way?
I am not referring to only one person, but to those around me, as a whole. When I learn russian, people mock me. When I go on stage, people laugh. I try to be different, my only source of identity. But am I going the right way?
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
Drama...
Oh boy, tommorow is Drama! I can't wait. I just love that room, that freedom of expression when you step into it and of course, her. We are doing midsummers night dream abridged yet in original script. Crazy, yes. But what is fame without risks?
My russian is definitely improving day by day. With the help of a newly bought phrasebook. Next in line would be a dictionary and and grammar textbook. I can imagine it now: speaking in a language that most people in singapore can't even spell. By then, everything here will be in russian. Oh, perhaps with french and spanish. My friends will need them ;D
My russian is definitely improving day by day. With the help of a newly bought phrasebook. Next in line would be a dictionary and and grammar textbook. I can imagine it now: speaking in a language that most people in singapore can't even spell. By then, everything here will be in russian. Oh, perhaps with french and spanish. My friends will need them ;D
Friday, 8 August 2008
Cross Country...
A little update on how things are going so far.
1) I seriously have no time to blog, because now I see the error of my past mistakes and I'm gonna shun the blog for quite some time.
2) The person I like, is shunning me more than I shun my computer. (BIG SIGH...)
3) That my Russian is certainly improving day by day (As well the economy of Russia :D)
4) Traffic to this blog is something like none already. I know, because the blog address is not very widely known XD)
Man, after so much trauma, it is time for relaxation. Well, of course my friends who are still stuck in love relationships (like me) are helping one another out. It is good to see EDS together.
Today's cross country was seriously serious workout. 4.8 KILOMETERS to run... My legs still hurt from the running. Position number 27. Got 3rd for team category. Not bad I say.
1) I seriously have no time to blog, because now I see the error of my past mistakes and I'm gonna shun the blog for quite some time.
2) The person I like, is shunning me more than I shun my computer. (BIG SIGH...)
3) That my Russian is certainly improving day by day (As well the economy of Russia :D)
4) Traffic to this blog is something like none already. I know, because the blog address is not very widely known XD)
Man, after so much trauma, it is time for relaxation. Well, of course my friends who are still stuck in love relationships (like me) are helping one another out. It is good to see EDS together.
Today's cross country was seriously serious workout. 4.8 KILOMETERS to run... My legs still hurt from the running. Position number 27. Got 3rd for team category. Not bad I say.
It is time that I set my goals. Before streaming.
Monday, 4 August 2008
Finally an update...
Whoa, seems that I haven't been blogging lately. Well, then today is the first time after quite long that I blog. Man, relationships are going haywire all across the EDS board, and it is not only me. Aria and Yiliang are both seriously in trauma (Well, me too but not that much) and I won't continue further cause I know its a sensitive issue. :)
And well, today was the day that I acted the Drama of History script for one last time... in front of all the sec 2's. Man, it was so embarrassing wearing that singlet, shorts and slippers right in front of all my classmates, friends and more possibly disgusted peers. I think this is the last time I will be acting as Zor Gong; man, he needs a break. I guess the happy-go-lucky spirit ain't gonna be with us (and me) anymore. But I like the feeling of a Russian Emperor... sounds nice... Yevgeniy XIII the Tsar of Imperial Russia. That sounds cool. But the script won't be out, very soon.
And well, today was the day that I acted the Drama of History script for one last time... in front of all the sec 2's. Man, it was so embarrassing wearing that singlet, shorts and slippers right in front of all my classmates, friends and more possibly disgusted peers. I think this is the last time I will be acting as Zor Gong; man, he needs a break. I guess the happy-go-lucky spirit ain't gonna be with us (and me) anymore. But I like the feeling of a Russian Emperor... sounds nice... Yevgeniy XIII the Tsar of Imperial Russia. That sounds cool. But the script won't be out, very soon.
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