Killing the blog... Is partly suicide.

I'm going to kill this blog anyways.

Not as in deleting this blog forever, it's insane.

But putting it on a long long long hiatus.

I'm not sure when I will be back.

But when I do.

Hmm, who know? XD

Ciao.

Back from the Highlands.

Back to reality too.

It's not like a few days would bring all sorrows away.

But I guess that's life eh.

Back to Economics...

As the days go by...

Yep.

Nothing much now.

Just a normal day at home.

Leadership Training Camp going on in school... I'm cool, I'm cool.

Heh.

Sometimes it's just about wondering about the "what ifs"...

What if I was actually planning something really cool for the House?

What if I was leading the reins of MJDrama?

What if...

I don't know.

:/

But on the bright side... More time to study... I guess...

Yea.

A new chapter begins...

It's about mid-summer in most of Northern Hemisphere now. Nothing much in here for Singapore though. I won't be going to Cambodia, nor Cambridge, nor CAP, but I'm happy.

There are still many opportunities for me. Maybe to lead people to join the swimming volunteers team. But I gotta do that fast. By Friday most probably. Heh.

Hmm. Nothing much to say now. FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER (If you actually do read my blog) AT YAZHEYK158 :D

Ciao.

Drama Elections!

JC life is so jam-packed with stuff and I never actually had time to update my blog! Arrgh so long never blog already... My English must be de-proving day by day!

Firstly... THE MUSICAL WAS A BLAST!!! Awesome awesome awesome, I cannot start to describe how wonderful it was. I loved my role, I loved the audience, I loved her. Love her. LOVE LOVE LOVE HER! <3 :D And my handsome costumes too. :D

Secondly... ;) My sweet coffee bean.

Third, well, I'm just overwhelmed with stuff I guess. It's tutorials after tutorials and work after work, sleepless nights after sleepless nights and sleepy days after sleepy days. Never seems to end. Can barely read the newspapers in the morning, almost getting late to school in the morning and tons of essays to finish at night. Urgh. Oh wells... Still surviving fine though.

Fourth, drama exco elections was today!!! Heh I'm telling you I don't think I'll get it into the exco this time round man! Oh wells I got to give the chance to someone else uh. Heh competition is stiff but that's better than no competition I guess. Gotta focus on my History rep role. :D It's a leadership role anyway so I'd better treasure it! :D

Fifth... Life's been damn awesome. JC is a whole new level of experience. Can't even start describing it. But yea, work to be done, so shall stop here.

YazheyK158.

Hmm... It's been a month.

Haha more or less, one month and a few days to be exact...

House Committee Nominations, First Task was coming up with cheers. Well I enjoyed it... But yea too late in submitting so >.<

Task 2... Well was fun too. Searching for answers in a sea of roughly a million or so words. :D

Task 3... Was the final task. Dancing. Heh I loved it much.

But that was the last I ever got the hope that I could be in CHC. >.<

Drama is taking a toll on me and my energy... It's been a miracle how I've been surviving through all my homework and lessons... Catching up and all that.

Been quite a lot. But hey, tmr it's my big scene. Haha must get prepared!

I hope the musical turns out well! :D

House Comm Nominations.

Oh boy, in about an hour's time it's the House Committee Nominations.

No sweat. Only stress.

I'm just about there to nominate myself for House Comm. Then again, I don't want to act like a total arse...

AGAIN.

Geez it hasn't been a cool week to start off with. I don't like the tag of "Callisto Boy" whether it holds a positive or negative connotation.

Whatever.

Ah well you can't stop a moving bullet train with two hands eh?

Unicorns.

I am now a member of The Meridian Stage.

Drama has been a life for me, a passion for me. Drama gave me life, and I want to give my life back to drama.

First day, after half a day in school, it was preparation for the drama camp. Games as ice-breakers. Then drama camp started. We split into our groups. My groups was the "Peanuts", or "Nutcases". But yea those were just, groups in a name. We never separated from other groups. In my group there was Sili, Zhi Yan, Sacha and Tania. A fair team.

After the games it was up to MPR. Then we had dinner at the benches. Then Drama workshop, an introduction, after that there was a break. Then, night games.

Gunita was the grandchild. Scary job, really well done. Herman was the crazy Mr Parson. Fiendishly crazy. Then there was the maid, the newscaster, Fairoz as owner of the mansion, Sofihah as the owner's wife. It was so cool and scary. I couldn't have done it better, but it'll be my turn to try next year.

Then there was a de-brief, shower, supper and sleep.

Next day, we woke up, and there's breakfast. Nutella and Peanut Butter... Ooh.

Then Drama Workshop, working on the space and bodies. After that, there was parent's orientation, and we were watching Chicago. It was damn cool. Then, it was the rehearsal for showcase.

Bigger, is better, the more you have the merrier~

There was shower and there was dinner, there was a showcase and then there was a dance session. After that it was writing down all the stuff in the booklets. Ah, drama drama drama how you make my day!

Zeke plays the piano really well. Really really well.

The next day, it was back home. And then here I am, writing about the camp.

Sigh. Memories shall last forever. :')

A Man of the Stage and always will be...

Okay let's start this blog post with a comedic experience of 19th of February, Saturday.

Afternoon thereabouts was lunch with Sheri, Shafiq and Faye. Those guys are still as cool as ever, though I can't help but keep wondering where Sheri had got the inspiration for her outfit... Work? Whatever, it was fun getting all the wrong stuff out of Borders. XD

Right around 5, we were done with coffee at TCC (heh, I splurge), and it was down to meet my CG mates. Reluctantly cam-whored with them for a few. Ate a little bit. And it was down to the Arts House.

The musical, "You, Me and HDB" was a rated show. M18. i.e. most of 11A101 wasn't legal to get into the musical. Oh heck, Mr Low got us the tickets anyways.

Then it happened. One song one of the actresses stood on my chair and... Danced. Like in my face. Like her ** in my face. Freaked out is the only two words I have to describe myself.

But the musical was cool overall. XD

On to drama session for today.

Vocal practices first. Then the introduction of Dwayne.

Dwayne introduced himself by asking the seniors on the supposedly criminal act of wearing socks during a drama session. In a serious tone he asked the consequence of not enforcing discipline in drama. The seniors had no expression that they were faking it; all seemed so real.

Right to the very point Dwayne laughed.

We got duped!

I admire The Meridian Stage now. Life is starting anew here.

Oh yea, Dwayne acted in the "You, Me and HDB" musical which I watched. Mr Low told him about me being... "ravished". Those were his words, ain't mine.

Oh well, I think I put on a good display of my enthusiasm, the people admire my enthusiasm. I think.

Life starts anew.

A rather large update...

Things have changed so much. Less than a month ago I was still somewhat lost and floating and now I'm here in a regular Meridian Junior College uniform thinking about whether to print "Wuthering Heights" chapters 1 to 5 at home or at Punggol Plaza's photo shop. Oh well, decisions decisions... Let's get down to business first.

Many of my Primary school mates are in Meridian. A comforting fact. I think if we count out a few who got into other institutions I believe I can track every single one of 6W06 people down. :D

I love Callisto. WASSUP CALLISTO! But it's tough to choose between House Committee or my beloved CCA.

Got spurned by my EDS juniors. I don't know whether to tell Roi.

Got to know a "Roy" in my class, 11A101. Coolest CG, coolest OG ever. Callisto 1 ftw! :D

Two guys in my class. 15 girls. Muahahaha.

Got known in MJC ALREADY. Haha.

Things start to weave back into each other. Chatting up with Crystal more and more on Facebook and MSN.

Work load getting heavier.

Still getting hopes high.

Still as Eugene as ever.

Chinese New Year was a bomb!

Literature rocks. :D

Drama drama drama still.

Yea, that's about it.

Elegantly minimalistic eh? XD

Meditation musings...

Meditated at 2310 approx. last night. Topic: On my stance as an atheist.

What is an atheist? Broadly defined, I am a person who do not believe in a god. But there are many other definitions of it. I do not believe in a god, but I do not know if there is a god, therefore I might have a possibility that I am wrong. Therefore, I explicitly state that I believe that there is no god, but I do not know if there is a god, therefore my stance is "explicit weak atheist". God in my definition is an omnipresent, omniscient being who claims the creation of the universe to be his works.

Then, on my stance of the belief in deities. Deities in my definition are beings who are spiritually higher than human beings. I do not believe in deities, and I know that there are no deities, because I find that deities are only such as they are respected and venerated by a number of people.

Then, on my stance of afterlife. I believe in an afterlife, but I cannot assert my position that there definitely is an afterlife, because I cannot prove. Only because I cannot disprove even a little the possibility of an afterlife I do believe in an afterlife. For gods and deities I have reasons to thwart and challenge the motion of an existence of a god or deity, but I do not have for the existence of an afterlife.

Such was my musings on a Sunday night.

17 and Insane.

Heh, had a nice day today.

12pm: Met Yiliang, Aria, Yvonne, Vicky at Kallang's Mac. Ate.

1pm: Went to Kallang Leisure Park. Tried to decide on what to do. Went to Karaoke at K-box. Heheh first time to a Karaoke. Sang loads of songs. But eh, a lot of Chinese songs, so I got super sian. But altogether it was damn fun.

4pm: Reached EDS studio. Drama drama drama, Story Challenge. Need I say more? XD

530pm: Did the individual challengers. Hmm... EDS seems to have a problem of stagnating... Got me thinking.

630pm: EDS is definitely stagnating from the looks of it. Thinking of plans to revitalize EDS. Now, the problem could be the teacher. I hope Mrs Sim would be less conservative...


BUT IT WAS A FUN DAY ALL IN ALL. :D

Viva La Amor Et English Drama Society.

Heheh they damn cute sia!

At least, that was what I thought when those two got together.

I'm seventeen, I haven't been in any relationship except for a "in name" type of thing from 2010's Valentine's Day. Lasted only an hour though. Should I make it a day this year?

Anyways, as far as I am concerned, they got together.

They are people whom I trusted the entirety of EDS into. I wish them all the best in the SYF, their studies and their love.

But... I do hope I can have a chance to seriously talk to them. Somehow I feel I would have let them down, or even betray them, if I do not tell them the consequence of the inability to be patient. I am an old senior. I have only on my face a crude mouth. I might offend them. But they have to know. My friends' experiences have taught me so much, and so crucial that lesson, that it is a sin not to propagate the morals of their stories.

Last long, love.

And Viva La English Drama Society.

Happy (Belated) New Year!

Well terribly sorry to be away for so long!

It's been a horribly exciting year so far. First of January there were unexpected guests at my house (two of my cousins), my birthday was fraught with the lack of punctuality, days after that kind of slipped into the emotional, after that I learned the path of Nirvana... Somewhat. And now I'm here.

I cannot describe to you how eager and composed I was at the same time before my O Level results. Thinking about it, it was lucky of me to allow myself a wide expectation, 4 to 20. Of course, not everyone is me, so well... Disappointments here and there.

Met up with Christabel, Ming En and Yu Jian. Well, they looked the same as ever, but for a part... Somehow with my grades and their grades, they were quite set on going to a Polytechnic while I'm trying to get to Junior Colleges. Seems to be a little rift, but I hope there's nothing like it.

Days fly away. Now, within a year and a half I have to master my next few subjects for the next big examination. My parents are glad that I have chosen this route but I'm not sure whether I might live up to theirs and mine own expectation.

Friends around me... The closest of mine own friends... I try to reach out to them. But sometimes it is frustrating not to be able to understand them. I can only say that "You have my shoulder to lean on" only in these times. I wish they'd be all right soon...

Frequenting Akibanana cafe now. But it's somewhat going on a hiatus soon. Well, all the more, I have to get away from it sometime!

Yes, I am seventeen, and so far it's been a hell lot crazier than sixteen. Wish me luck for this year manz. XD