I'm just really pissed and emo nowadays for no apparent reason. Gee, I just can't help thinking why the fuck so many people are ka-jiaoing me to go to church, attend an "interesting" sermon, get miracles this and that. Other than that, I feel pretty much fucked-up due to the fact that I realised I can't do much (Hey, surprise surprise!). I can't help falling in love with 3 girls. I can't make them like me back. I can't keep one of them, can't save another one of them, can't reach out to the other. I hate myself. I never saw this coming, that I'd see all the girls I like in dire situations: One drowned in studies, another drowned in sorrow, another drowned in luxury.
I'm going insane...
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