Well terribly sorry to be away for so long!
It's been a horribly exciting year so far. First of January there were unexpected guests at my house (two of my cousins), my birthday was fraught with the lack of punctuality, days after that kind of slipped into the emotional, after that I learned the path of Nirvana... Somewhat. And now I'm here.
I cannot describe to you how eager and composed I was at the same time before my O Level results. Thinking about it, it was lucky of me to allow myself a wide expectation, 4 to 20. Of course, not everyone is me, so well... Disappointments here and there.
Met up with Christabel, Ming En and Yu Jian. Well, they looked the same as ever, but for a part... Somehow with my grades and their grades, they were quite set on going to a Polytechnic while I'm trying to get to Junior Colleges. Seems to be a little rift, but I hope there's nothing like it.
Days fly away. Now, within a year and a half I have to master my next few subjects for the next big examination. My parents are glad that I have chosen this route but I'm not sure whether I might live up to theirs and mine own expectation.
Friends around me... The closest of mine own friends... I try to reach out to them. But sometimes it is frustrating not to be able to understand them. I can only say that "You have my shoulder to lean on" only in these times. I wish they'd be all right soon...
Frequenting Akibanana cafe now. But it's somewhat going on a hiatus soon. Well, all the more, I have to get away from it sometime!
Yes, I am seventeen, and so far it's been a hell lot crazier than sixteen. Wish me luck for this year manz. XD
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