Religiously Stressed...

You know, after a long break from the computer I finally realized that... The computer is the break for me. I couldn't say how much torture I have been though. But, the torture today was quite enough for me. Today, I found out that 2 of my friends were Christians! And I knew them, one for almost a year another a month. I was talking to my friend about how my extended family converted from Taoism to Christianity within 3 months. I was seriously surprised when I got the reply "I can understand". She revealed that she was a Christian. If I hadn't told you yet, I am a free-thinker, and I don't want to be in any religion.

This friend had more impact on me. Although I met her for only one month (Ok, for those who read my other posts, that friend is Sheri), well, her words did change my perspective of the world. I tell you that she likes another boy called Ryan (Yea, RYAN... if you heard of him on my blog), but recently she broke up with him (YESSSS!!!). Although, my exact feelings weren't quite exactly "YESSSS!!!". I sympathize with Sheri, of all heartbreaks I've seen for the past 13 years this is one of the worse ones. Ryan was happily back again with his ex-girlfriend, while Sheri is emo-ing backstage. Why did they break up? This was where my "Mind Revolution" began. The reason was...

God spoke to her and told her that it wasn't time.

I espeicially centralized the sentence to emphazize the importance of this sentence. Any Pastors in church or more expierienced members of the church may have said that. But those words came from the mouth of a 14 year old. Buddhists don't have this "privilege" of "God's speech" or any other Asian-borne religion. This changed the way I looked at things. It felt like the first time that I saw the world. Everyone on the street has a belief, religion. I felt stressed. Not the usual stress. The RELIGIOUS STRESS.

I am Zor Gong. Usually carefree. When it comes to religion, I am stressed like a full streched rubber band.